Why....

So you're off again.
For the first time I am actually emotionally attached to you.
I don't want to spend a week without you.
I cried that night.
I never cried with thought,
meaning,
for you.
To be honest I don't even remember crying in awhile.
But I need to understand that you'll be back,
YES,
you'll be back again.
No harm done.
It's all okay.
Hopefully.