Early Notice.

So I just gave myself enough time to breath.
Pretty much,
that is what I was needing.
Anyways, I felt like blogging.
But I don't know...
You see.
Sometimes for me,
...
I don't know how to explain it.
Psychologically I feel like I'm
...
Let me tell you something.
About myself.
I get this wave of happiness,
then when I look at something that brings me to my
past.
I feel depressed.
...
Try to stay true
but the horizon
is
blue.
...
I'm trying to find things that
well...
brings me to my happiness.
Like who doesn't like to be happy.
I sure love those days when I wake up 
and I feel like the day can't get any better.
Screw it.
Just
Play the moments,
Pause the memories,
Stop the pain,
and
Rewind the happiness
is what I live by now.